I'm tired of wondering what I did or what I didn't do
Are you a leech or do I have a friend in you
If i died tomorrow, would you be at my funeral
Sometimes a guy need's to know
Whenever I helped you up, I never wanted the same
But emptiness is my only company, in this stupid so called game
I feel so alone but I'll keep on trying
In a world where good is never good enough
Everytime you lied, you would say that it was all right
Now i sit here in this bed, all wide awake in the cold of night
I can't keep second guessing my situation, I can't keep holding this frown
Cause it's only your subliminal silence thats bringing me down
And today I cried
For an answer to silent questions
Will this silence get me by
Or do I need to be louder
We've been through the good times, the hard times that they talk about
Now I wanna know if they were even times at all
This is a world where company is everything
We gave it to each other but I feel so empty underneath
Hopefully together is the way that we'll move on
And maybe it will feel as right as before when it felt so fucking wrong
Hopefully these times will shed some light
Over these complicated, overrated, useless fights